Relapse

Awake..
i watch em walk by
and the cars by the fly by
lives move on ,
and mines a paused tape
no sound,musics too far away.
Everyday is new
and every yesterday is old
they say look at your future ,
and forget your past ,let it go cold
I see none of em, and i dont understand what they say
everywhere i look ,
i wince in dismay
this world seems alien
every single passing day
let my soul go to the devil
come whatever may.
this is just a dream
this is life no sing a long
no matching steps no rules
no fate to chase , win or lose
clinging on to hope ,before the dreams too real
clutching my eyes shut,before the abberations reveal
that ,the my days are too old,the old days are too cold
and i stand with my soul not yet sold.