I have been wondering about you. You might think that i know you. No i dont. I have seen you many a times, walking by , idling around , sitting in a corner ,talking on the phone , and on occassions in one of the groups that i might have barged into uninvited/otherwise.I do know you. I do know that you exist .You pass for a pretty good looking girl in my head.You look levelheaded, you have a cute smile , and it mostly leads to all my other observations , which are more biased and uncertain events rather than actual "observations" . You made me do that . I do not know why. May be i do , but i do not want to admit it so naively.
I forgot about you .Then there were a series of boring episodes of the daily life. Well . Ok, it was not boring.It was definitely procedural, expected , and not at all surprising . What was surprising was the fact that i had had started disliking you for some reason .I do not know what that reason is yet. Probably the fact that you are hurting my ego by being an over-acheiver in your field. May be you are not an over achiever , i do not know.I am not passing judgments now .But my mind has already made up its mind to hate you. Yes it has. And for a while it shall be. You shall be hated coz you are that one person i can hate without actually having to deal with my conscience.Coz i do not know you .You shall remain to be that one mysterious person who has absolutely no role in my life whatsoever ,except in my imagination.
I hope this shall end one day. May be you should come up and talk to me . We might make good friends.
I forgot about you .Then there were a series of boring episodes of the daily life. Well . Ok, it was not boring.It was definitely procedural, expected , and not at all surprising . What was surprising was the fact that i had had started disliking you for some reason .I do not know what that reason is yet. Probably the fact that you are hurting my ego by being an over-acheiver in your field. May be you are not an over achiever , i do not know.I am not passing judgments now .But my mind has already made up its mind to hate you. Yes it has. And for a while it shall be. You shall be hated coz you are that one person i can hate without actually having to deal with my conscience.Coz i do not know you .You shall remain to be that one mysterious person who has absolutely no role in my life whatsoever ,except in my imagination.
I hope this shall end one day. May be you should come up and talk to me . We might make good friends.