Friday, May 30, 2008

MUmble.->infinity.

nelly furtado .....even shes too borin now...lifes taken a nosedive into boring oblivion...watever tat is...a scatter of thoughts would be more organised than these flurry of senseless words fillin up tat read buffer on ur system....Lifes turned into nothing..im hoping to somehow get out of this shit hole as soon as i can...someone has to pull me out...hopefully someone will...i dont care for anything around me......i just find myself overflowing ....theres haardly any space left for the present...the past is just takin over..its a pain, memories,i hated to admit it..but now...theres no need.i know it.

Saturday, May 24, 2008

inflection....

i donno if tat makes any sense..but tats the word tat came first to my mind wn i thot about today,this point ...this null dimensional (?) life of mine....
Its strange how being ripped of things which wer ur own can have absolutely no tellin effect on u for a certain period of time...until those hormones kick in...or mayb until u feel like you are getting claustrophobic...the rooms start gettin smaller..and the lights darker...even the screenslave in you starts lookin for a way to vent out his feelings..(.currently on operation mode now..).Let alone freeing you from the room,no ones even watching ,mayb god is , but i cant see him now...i dont care bout him......
life changes...the past 4 years ...was an oasis....
Nostalgia can kill me now..so i end it here...
later then.