Manic Social Service

You werent really there
neither was i
nothing was said
nothing was asked
that which was given
was never taken
to have existed
seen shot nor proven

Remember,would you ever
hope shall never fade
for that which i spilt
shall never evade me,
my mind my soul
driven numb
By those piercing words
of silence ,make me feel so dumb

I hope it never fades away,
from your mind,
that it stays in a nook ,
prodding away and you shall look,
stare for a moment,
loosen your hold,
on your self, just let go,
a lil bit, from your real dreams
and look,realize and then scream

I hope not,in agony.