poetry...ehee..lolz

i wonder if i will ever feel it again...the first touch of water on my feet,the first flames from the burning wax on my hands,the first rays of sun on my face,the first smell of the blooming jasmine,the first time i felt that i was flying,the first time i flew,the first time i felt lost,the first time i was groping in the darkness,the first time i smiled with my heart open,the first time i wrote my song ,the first time i sang it ,the first time i said ma,the first time i saw it,saw my destiny,the first time i misunderstood,the first time i was dejected,the first time i laughed over my failures,the first time did not feel guilty of failing,the first time i embraced my failure,the first time i wanted the failure to follow all over again..the first time i realised that i have a bad taste fr failures....and poetry...ehee..lolz

Ever heard of poor math ? not the grades yu got in school,but the math for the poor...like for instance , a woman comes to a shop and wants to buy a bag of chips for Rs 10.The problem ends there for her.For us , it goes like , Mr Shrecko gives the shop owner Rs100 and then buys another bottle of coke for Rs 10.How much does the shop owner return Mr shrecko ??

 

Ever thought about it ? Why Rs 10 is so much more valuable to her , and how the wicked fact that a bag of chips doesnt come for less than 15 bucks makes a difference to her ? No .no one has.no one does, and no one wants to.Misery is always something humans like to stay away from.Be it loneliness...which transcends to love, then misery becomes the lover herself and then switches back to loneliness again.....Poverty is the same too..it comes naturally to us .If we are poor, we save.If we are rich , we spend.If we were poor , and then made the bucks,we still save.Coz we know how much worth money has.The worth it has is simply defined by the people who overrate it.

Who are the ones who overrate it ? 

The ones who define how much money u need to spend ?

Of course its us.Especially us.Ever thought of saving some money for the needy.. ? ever gave away anything for free ? something that you might not be using and some one else might want ?

Ever tried to share the wealth ? well , atleast this was the easiest thing... no one was asking for valuable money here.....

she sung a song , 

teh words that i never got , 

found new meanings for them,

meanings that never i forgot,

....

trapped in the middle of time ,

the song travelled on.

farther away from me,

leaving me deaf ,,with faint memories..

succumbing to the age, the plot.

painted...

it could have been a farce.

the painting was never made

it was never a portrait ,the one which the whole world

might have recognized,

but , then  u left some shades,

of you in my canvas,

my life my beats my rhythm ,

my heart.soul.life.

COINcidence....

Heaven he sought , the clouds he met with,

Hell he devoured , flaring his deathwish

Never waited for anyone to say,

your time has come go your way.....

Just in time to start it late ,

just in time to finish it soon..

just in time to catch the full moon

Gone was the sun , gone too soon

He felt the world walling around him,

"part of a conspiracy" he cried ,

tried , nevertheless did he ,

the inferno that he ever knew he had denied,

consuming him live, burning the midnight oil he had burned

Holier than ever ,sanctily ,scantily....

Taste that gets you started up !! Neskaaapi......

Hi FOLKS ! As u can SEE im very much on my caffeine diet right now….I don’t need no caffeine patches ,coz if I put em on they are gonna turn into overly caffeinated caffeine patches which at some point in time can only act as an additional weight on my biceps….Ah well , chuck the joke (k if u dint c any , ignore the comment ),there are things that are waay better than tat , like say , COFFEE….

I love coffe….

Coffee is equivalent to ..

1. 2 half a cups of coffee
2. Having two days off in the middle of the day
3. Having a rocket booster attached to your ass when you are trying to smash that piece of tennis ball into your opponents face
4. Getting a pair of ultralite shoes that are so light that you are virtually walking on your ass coz u cant even feel your legs…
5. Having no LSD( nah aint that high_ :P)
6. undoing 36 hrs of non stop work at the office
7. udoing a lot of other things…(THINK ! )
8. composing half a song…(nothing gives a better kick than a song )
9. Kicking your worst enemys ass while you are drinking coffee and making him pay for it every time .. (infinite loop)
10. Not wasting too much plain water and blaming it on the office for ur dehydration (this is true . J)
11. Making me love my company for the wrong reasons.(they give me free coffee )

Lifes like this,!!!

About time people started realizing how life works……rather time I started realizing how it works.It works exactly the opposite way you want it to !

Just encountered a stage where I realized all the girls I know are getting married one after the other … ! Its not like I had some kind of a crush on them or something ,but obviously I get a feeling that things are going to be a lot more different after they are married …you just cannot joke around with them anymore , ( I know this coz I v seen how conservative women become once they get married ,cant just quote examples – privacy reasons .. J) …U cannot definitely definitely ,crack stupid /vulgar jokes coz now they are all MATURE ADULTS…..and most of all ,they are going to be PRE-occupied with their hubbies…no problems here , but then , wen are they gonna have time for anyone else ????

The worlds gonna be an oyster for them especially women, Maaan ,its gonna be hard on me too, m gonna miss them so much .. .!….

 

I just don’t get it …y the hell do they have to be married so early…. !!!!!